صد آه برآوردم ز آیینه ی دل ... آیینه دل ز آه روشن گردد

by Amy Lee Feat. Bermude
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm become in this
All i want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

Every step that i take is another mistake to you
And every second i waste is more than I can take

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm become in this
All i want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you

I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm become in this
All i want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you

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Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[chorus]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit, tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[chorus]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit, tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[chorus]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
...I’m breaking the habit, tonight

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Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go

come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
couldn't hide the emptiness you let it show
never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow

Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness I know myself
can't break free until I let it go
let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
wonder what's wrong with me

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go

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اشتیاق   

 

 

" بگذار سر به سینه ی من

  تا که بشنوی آهنگ اشتیاق دلی دردمند را

 ... شاید که بیش از این نپسندی به کار عشق

  آزار ِ این رمیده ی سر در کمند را ....

 بگذار سر به سینه ی من تا بگویمت

 اندوه چیست؟

 عشق کدام است؟

 غم کجاست؟ ...

 بگذار تا بگویمت

 این مرغ خسته جان

 عمری است در هوای تو

 از آشیان جداست ...

 بگذار تا ببوسمت ای نوشخند صبح

 بگذار تا بنوشمت ای چشمه ی شراب

 بیمار خنده های توام

 بیشتر بخند،

 بیشتر بخند ....

 خورشید آرزوی منی

 گرمتر بتاب

 گرمتر بتاب ...

 گرمتر بتاب

 گرمتر بتاب  ... "

 

 

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پائولو کوئليو  در سال  ۱۹۴۷ در برزيل زاده شد. پيش از آنکه به عنوان يک نويسنده پرفروش مشهور شود٬ يک نمايشنامه نويس٬ کارگردان تاتر٬هیپی٬ و ترانه سرای موسيقی مردم برزيل بود.کوئلیو در سال ۱۹۸۶ مسير زيارتی باستانی اسپانيا٬ جاده سانتياگو را پياده پيمود.اين تجربه را بعدها در کتاب خاطرات يک مغ شرح داد که در سال۱۹۸۷ منتشر شد.

سال بعد با کتاب دومش کيمياگر ٬به يکی از پر خواننده ترين نويسندگان معاصر تبديل شد و کتاب او در ۲۹ کشور جهان منتشر شد.کمياگر در مدارس آرژانتين-فرانسه-ايتاليا-پرتغال-برزيل-تايوان- آمريکا-اسپانيا-شيکاگو به عنوان کتاب درسی توصيه می شود و آن را در دست يافتن به بصيرت شخصی بسيار مفيد دانسته اند.

کوئليو مشاور ويژه برنامه يونسکو”همگراييهای روحی وگفتگوی بين فرهنگها“ است.

کتابهای ديگر او شامل :

بريدا-۱۹۹۰

عطيه برتر-۱۹۹۱

والکيری ها-۱۹۹۲

مکتوب۱۹۹۴

کنار رودخانه پيدرا نشستم و گريستم-۱۹۹۴

کوه پنجم-۱۹۹۶

دومين مکتوب-۱۹۹۷

نامه های عاشقانه يک پيامبر-۱۹۹۷

راهنمای رزم آور نور-۱۹۹۷

ورونيکا تصميم می گيرد بميرد-۱۹۹۹

شيطان و دوشيزه پريم-۲۰۰۰

پدران ٬فرزندان٬نوه ها-۲۰۰۱

و کتاب جديدشون زهير می باشد.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

کوئليو معتقد است که خداوند نشانه ها را در اطراف ما قرار داده و بايد هميشه به نشانه ها توجه کرد.

او می گويد من جادوی چشمان همه را جرقه ای عرفانی می دانم.

او معتقد است٬نويسندگی رويايی برايش بوده است که پس از سالها سختی٬از طريق پايداری٬مبارزه٬شيفتگی و با کمک خدا بدست آورده است.رويا چيزی است که لحظه حال را مشخص می کند نه آينده را.مثل رويای آمدن به ايران تعاملی است که بايد همراه با عمل باشد.انسان با تجلی روياهايش به خدا وصل می شود و اين مهمترين هدف است.راضی کردن خداوند با تحقق بخشيدن به روياهامان.وقتی روياهاتان را تعقيب می کنيد نبايد نگران نتيجه باشيد.برای اينکه در دستان خداوند هستيد.پس بايد وظيفه ای را در آن لحظه انجام دهيد نه چيزی درباره آينده،نه چيزی درباره گذشته٬فقط فکر کردن درباره اکنون.

به اعتقاد من گرامی داشتن زندگی که خداوند به ما داده٬وظيفه ماست.وظيفه ما اين است که سرشار از عشق و شادی باشيم و بايد آنقدر شجاع باشيم که برای روياهامان بجنگيم.

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رزم آور نور همواره هشیار است .

نمی گذارد اذن استفاده از شمشیرش را دیگران بدهند ,

شمشیرش را در دست خویش می گیرد .

نیز زمان را برای توجیه رفتارش هدر نمی دهد ;

به تصمیم های پروردگار ایمان دارد

 و با کردار خویش , ایمانش را اجابت می کند .

به گرداگردش می نگرد و دوستانش را باز می شناسد .

به پشت می نگرد و دشمنانش را می شناسد .

در برابر خیانت بی رحم است ,

اما انتقام نمی گیرد ;

تنها دشمنان را از زندگی خویش می راند ,

و پیش از زمانی که لازم است , با آن ها نمی جنگد .

رزم آور نور نمی کوشد خود را نشان بدهد ,

او فقط هست...

                                                                                                           پائولو کوئلیو

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?Can you forgive me again
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt like I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you

."Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you
.But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah

'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me

I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
.You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

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I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
I would give every breath from my chest
To give you all the things
That my mind couldn't bear

And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

:Chorus
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face, it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all of the sanity in me

:Chorus
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have, all of me

I'd love to walk away
And pull myself out of the rain
But I cant leave without you
I'd love to live without
The constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When youd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all, of me

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Playground school bell rings again
Rain clouds come to play again
?Has no one told you she´s not breathing
Hello, I'm your mind giving you
Someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don´t believe
Soon I know I´ll wake from this dream
Don´t try to fix me, I´m not broken
Hello, I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don´t cry

Suddenly I know I´m not sleeping
Hello, I´m still here
All that´s left of yesterday

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Amy Lee
Amy Lee
Image:Amy Lee singing.jpg‎
Amy Lee singing at a concert in 2006.
Background information
Birth name Amy Lynn Lee
Born December 13 1981 (age 25)
Riverside, California, USA
Origin Little Rock, Arkansas,
Flag of United States United States
Genre(s) Alternative rock
Occupation(s) Singer, songwriter
Instrument(s) Vocals, piano, guitar
Years active 1998 – present
Label(s) Wind-up
Associated
acts
Evanescence
Website Evanescence.com

Amy Lynn Lee (born December 13, 1981 in Riverside, California) is an American singer-songwriter and pianist. She is a founding member and lead singer of the Grammy Award winning rock band Evanescence. Her influences range from classical musicians such as Mozart to modern artists like Björk, Tori Amos, Danny Elfman[1] and Plumb.[2]

                                                              Biography

                                                                                              Early life

Lee was born to parents John Lee, a disc jockey and TV personality, and Sara Cargill. She has one brother, Robby, and two sisters, Carrie and Lori. Lee had a third sister, who died in 1987 at the age of three from an unidentified illness. [3] The song 'Hello' from Fallen has been reported to have been written for her late sister, as well as the song "Like You" from The Open Door with the lyrics, 'I long to be like you, sis, Lie cold in the ground like you did,' also hinting at the death of her sister and her grief for it.[4] Lee took classical piano lessons for nine years. Her family moved to many places, including Florida and Illinois,[5] but finally settled in Little Rock, Arkansas, where Evanescence started. She graduated from Pulaski Academy in 2000 and also briefly attended Middle Tennessee State University.

                                                                                      Evanescence

                                                                                              Founding

She founded the band with Ben Moody. The two met at a youth camp when Lee was playing Meat Loaf's "I'd Do Anything for Love (but I Won't Do That)" on the piano.[6] Within a month, the pair were playing acoustic sets at Arkansas book stores and coffee houses[7] before recording two EPs, Evanescence EP (in 1998) and then the Sound Asleep EP (in 1999). Another song, "You", was written by Amy Lee but was never intended to be released. Rumors, though unsubstantiated, circulated that when "You" was leaked, she asked people to stop distributing the song and its lyrics.[8] Many, but not all, lyrics websites complied with her wishes. In 2000, Evanescence recorded the longer EP Origin. This demo contains three songs from the debut album Fallen and was written by Lee and Moody: "Whisper", "Imaginary" and "My Immortal". Whereas "Whisper" and "Imaginary" underwent further modifications before being included on Fallen, "My Immortal" is virtually identical. A later "band version" of "My Immortal" was made available for download for those who had bought an official version of Fallen through their official web site, but required that a CD checker program also be downloaded for verification before it would play.[9] The "band version" was included on later versions of Fallen, notably the Brazilian and Argentine Editions.

Departure of Ben Moody

On October 22, 2003, guitarist Ben Moody left the band citing "creative differences". In an interview several months later, Amy said: "We'd gotten to a point that if something didn't change, we wouldn't have been able to make a second record". She also said "We're finally a real band, not just Ben and I and a few others thrown together".[7] Ex-Cold guitarist Terry Balsamo replaced Moody in the band, both on guitar and as Lee's writing partner.

Lawsuit

On December 1, 2005, former Evanescence manager Dennis Rider filed a lawsuit against Lee for breach of contract. The suit claims Rider was prematurely and unjustly terminated from his position as manager of Evanescence.

In return, Lee filed a counter-suit against Rider for "breach of fiduciary duty, sexual assault and battery, professional negligence, currency conversion, and other charges". The suit also claims Rider "neglected Lee's career and business and has focused his efforts on having extramarital affairs, hiding them from his wife, becoming intoxicated during business meetings, physically abusing women and boasting about it, making repeated unwelcome sexual advances toward Lee, receiving fees in excess of what was provided for in his management agreement and using Lee's corporate credit card to purchase gifts for his mistress."

Rider's attorney, Bert Deixler, claimed in a statement that Rider had fully performed all of the duties and obligations owed by the firm under the management agreement, and that he had always conducted himself by the highest professional standards.[10]

The Open Door

Main article: The Open Door

Lee was working on the opening theme of The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, the Witch and the Wardrobe and writing additional music for the film, but the music was rejected for being "too dark and epic". However, Lee has been quoted as saying that the rejected material is "just more great stuff for the new album".[11]

There was some speculation that the song had been cut and used in several tracks though Lee has stated that this is not true.[12] Lee has stated that the song was used to segue into the last track on the album, "Good Enough".[12]

Engagement

Lee revealed on January 9 2007 during MuchMusic's Live @ Much that she had become engaged the previous evening. She later confirmed on EvThreads.com that she was proposed to by "Josh," a 28-year-old therapist, long-time friend and recent beau. She noted in an interview that she wrote the songs "Good Enough" and "Bring Me To Life" about him. [13][14]

Amy Lee at the 2003 Billboard Awards.
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Amy Lee at the 2003 Billboard Awards.

Image

Lee has a recognizable neo-goth style, marked by her occasional use of gothic make-up and taste for Victorian-styled clothing.[citation needed] She also designs many of her own clothes, including those worn in the music video for Going Under and the dress she wore at the 2004 Grammy awards. After she designed it she chose Japanese designer H. Naoto to make it for her,[15] although she does sometimes make her own clothes. In concerts, she often wears a corset and fishnets, and used to have a notable piercing on her left eyebrow which is visible on the cover of Fallen.

She has stated on a number of occasions that she would never flash her breasts or engage in other publicity stunts that would draw attention to herself. In fact, in the music video for "Everybody's Fool," she aimed to mock such artists by suggesting that celebrities who use sex to appeal to an audience are, in fact, merely peddling "lies" (the unifying theme of the music video). Many fans praise Lee for her refusal to emulate other celebrities by using sex appeal in her music.[16]

In 2006 Blender Magazine listed her as one of the hottest women in rock along side such singers as Joan Jett, Courtney Love and Liz Phair.[17]

Other projects

In 2000, Lee sang guest vocals on two of former Evanescence keyboardist David Hodges' songs: "Breathe" (The Summit Church: Summit Worship) and the unreleased "Fall Into You".[18] She performed backup vocals for "Missing You", a song on Big Dismal's 2003 debut album Believe, and sang backup vocals on two songs with 'supergroup' The Damning Well, though her vocals were taken off the final release due to record label issues.[19] Lee later performed a duet with her ex-boyfriend Shaun Morgan on the track "Broken" for Seether's 2004 album Disclaimer II. The song was also featured as part of the soundtrack for the 2004 film The Punisher.

2006 has seen Lee become the American Chairperson for Out of the Shadows, an international foundation with the goal of educating others about epilepsy. Lee's younger brother, Robbie, was previously diagnosed with this condition.[20] The singer also made a brief guest appearance in the music video for Johnny Cash's "God's Gonna Cut You Down".[21]

On Korn's last release MTV Unplugged: Korn, Lee was featured in the song "Freak on a Leash". The song is also the first single from the album and was released to television and radio in early February 2007.

Discography

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